Living for Me

“Sophie! Come to see your mum?” The voice floated down from the second-floor balcony.
Sophie looked up. Leaning over the railing was Margaret, their neighbor—someone she’d known since she was little.
“Yeah, just popping in. How are you?” Sophie replied politely.
“Still kicking, love. But have a word with her, will you? Your mum’s gone completely off the rails since the divorce.”

Sophie flinched. It stung when outsiders judged her family so bluntly.

“This morning, I glanced out the window—she was stumbling out of a cab! Quarter to six, dolled up in makeup, hair down, heels on. And, forgive me, clearly a bit tipsy. At her age! The neighbors are talking. I’m embarrassed for her. And was it really right, kicking Nigel out? Sure, he mucked up, but it’s not the end of the world. Divorcing after fifty—who does that?”

Sophie said nothing. She pressed her lips together and climbed the stairs.

Six months ago, her mum, Janet, had filed for divorce. Dad had cheated. The betrayal shocked Sophie—but what stunned her more was her mum’s refusal to forgive. They’d been married twenty-five years. Hit rough patches, but stuck it out. Then suddenly—done. Suitcase, paperwork, stamp.

But the real bombshell was Mum’s behavior afterward. No mourning—just salon appointments. No frumpy jumpers—bodycon dresses instead. No telly nights—restaurants, dancing, trips, gigs, Instagram posts with wine glasses and radiant smiles.

It made Sophie cringe. Her wedding was in two months, with her fiancé’s posh relatives. How would she explain if her mum rocked up in a miniskirt and purple streak in her hair?

She unlocked the door. The flat smelled of perfume, coffee, and something spicy. Mum stepped out of the kitchen—wearing loungewear, bold lipstick, and a fresh bob. She looked… happy. And it grated.

“Sweetheart!” Janet beamed. “What a lovely surprise! Come in, I just baked scones.”

“Mum, we need to talk.”

“Oh, here we go.”

“Margaret said you came home at dawn. In a cab. Drunk.”

“For heaven’s sake, the gossip never ends. So I had a night out. So what? Should I hide under a rock now?”

“Mum, you’re fifty-two.”

“And? Should I drop dead, then?”

Sophie clenched her fists. “Don’t you think you’re acting… well, a bit immature?”

Janet stared. Then she grabbed a tea towel, whipped it off the kettle, and set out two mugs.

“I don’t owe anyone a performance. I’m not eighteen, no. But I’m alive. I have desires. I’m tired of being just Mum, just Wife, just Housekeeper. Now? I’m a woman who wants to live.”

“But you’re *my* mum!” Sophie burst out. “And you’re acting like a teenager! What will Tom’s family say? How do I explain my mum bar-hopping?”

“Don’t. Uninvite me if you’re ashamed. But know this—I’m not asking permission to be myself.”

Sophie buried her face in her hands. “You used to be so… calm. Homely. Now it’s like you’re a different person.”

“Ever think maybe I was just surviving back then? For you. For the family. Now I want to live for me. I’ve no time left to wait. I want to feel, to dance, to laugh. And if anyone judges—let them walk a mile in my shoes first.”

They sat in silence. Sophie’s throat tightened. Tears threatened, but she held them back.

That evening, she told Tom everything. He listened, then shrugged.

“Honestly? I like your mum. She didn’t wallow. Didn’t vanish into the background. She’s breathing. She’s earned it. You’re just not used to seeing her as anything but a servant.”

“Maybe you’re right…”

A week later, Sophie called her.

“Mum, hi. Found this pub with live music. Fancy it?”

“You? With me?” Janet sounded stunned.

“Yeah. I want to try understanding you.”

“Don’t be shocked if we’re out past midnight, then.”

“Just go easy on the gin, yeah?”

“Deal. And… thank you, love.”

That night, they laughed till they cried, sang along to acoustic covers, and shared cheesecake at 4 AM. For the first time, Sophie saw her mum not just as a mother—but as a woman. One who’d lived for others far too long… and was finally living for herself.

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